I really need help to deal with this betrayal I'm facing. I am a
26-year-old man and my girlfriend is 23. We both attend University and
we stay in an apartment off campus. She seemed to be a lovely girl. She
cooked for me, took care of me and was always there for me. We have not
been intimate throughout our relationship because she told me she was a
virgin.
Although I was tempted to go out and sleep with someone else,
I resisted because I felt she was a good woman and does not deserve it.
I have heard rumors previously about her having something to do with
some guys in the area; I refused to believe because I simply trusted
her.
One day, she told me she was going to town (CBD) to see her
family. I saw her off to the bus stop and went for lectures. When I got
back from classes. I needed to borrow some books for upcoming exams. I
went to a friend who then told me to go ask another classmate who lives
close.
When
I got there and knocked, the door opened and it was my girl standing
before me. Tying a towel. I can't even describe the shock I felt at that
point. I went back to my room in a daze and just sat quietly.
Eventually she came in and she started pleading. I remembered all the
rumors I've heard and I made her tell me everything. It was then she
told me the truth, about a few guys in the area she had slept with. She
claims she did not mean to lie to me.
That she only wanted to
impress me and that is why she lied that she was a virgin. She also says
she didn't expect to fall in love with me and when she did, she did not
know how to tell the truth. She told me she tried to stop being with
the other guys but she could not.
Since that day, I have moved
out of the apartment we shared. It's been about 2 months and I can't
even get over the betrayal. I feel like I have been played for a fool.
She has been begging me to forgive and take her back. I don't just want
to let her go, I want to come up with a way that she will feel the pain
she inflicted on me. I want revenge and I don't think I will be okay if I
don't pay her back.
Monday, May 20, 2013
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